This month marks the anniversary
of an event that has transformed our family drastically in more ways than I can
count. This time last year a ten-year-old girl came to our home for a visit and
has since became a permanent member of our family. We have not experienced a
dull moment since.
Integrating a new member into our
family has not been easy or stress-free. There has been a great deal of joy but
there have also been more than a few tough adjustments on both sides. It is not
easy for a kid to adapt to a new family, nor is it easy for a family of adults
to adjust to the changes and loss of freedom that inevitably comes with a young
child.
All the challenges aside, I can
truthfully say that the good has far outweighed the bad. At this point we
cannot imagine our family without her. Zoey has brought a whole new depth of
joy and laughter to our home. She is a kind, clever, imaginative girl with many
gifts and talents.
Sadly, organization and analytical thinking
are not among them.
In all my years on this Earth I
have never seen anything quite like her unique brand of disorder and chaos. In
the span of a few hours her bedroom can easily devolve into a weekend cleaning
project. She pays zero attention to detail, which causes her to lose as much
stuff as she hangs on to and she has been known to brush her teeth before
breakfast to save time.
Her chronic lack of common sense
has led the older kids to refer to her as a “Dufflepud” after the sweet but silly
creatures in The Chronicles of Narnia. Dufflepuds boiled their potatoes before
planting them so they could harvest cooked potatoes and washed their plates
before eating to save time after dinner.
Thankfully, there have been major
improvements in these areas, but we still have a ways to go before she becomes
the paragon of organization and logical thought that I am praying and believing
she will one day become.
So you can imagine my skepticism
when she informed me that I had failed to fill out a permission slip for a
field trip properly. To my shame, I didn’t even have the good sense to look at
the thing before I launched into a calm but condescending little lecture. I
smugly informed her that there was no way I had made an error on something as
basic as a permission slip for a 5th grade field trip.
To her credit, Zoey nodded
politely and obediently put the slip into her backpack. As she was heading out
the door I decided to give it a second look and discovered that she was indeed correct.
I quickly apologized and corrected my error, but not before I made a fool out
of myself and hurt the feelings of a sweet little girl.
Such is the sin of pride.
It happens to the best of people.
It could be argued that the better a person becomes, the more likely they are
to become prideful about it. The list of things that causes pride to dominate
our interactions is as long as it is varied. Our skills, business connections, education
and track record can all become sources of pride. The danger in this type of pride
is that we begin seeing our selves as infallible and we resist taking input and
advice from others and no one is clever enough to do life all alone.
Perhaps the most foolish and dangerous type of pride is pride over the things
that are outside our control. Pride over physical appearance, material
blessings, race and background can lead to every kind of prejudice and social
evil none of which has any place in life of a Jesus follower.
The deceptive nature of pride
requires constant prayer and frequent self-assessment. Prayer is essential because without God’s help and guidance we may never become self aware enough
to want change or empowered enough to make it happen.
And change, as difficult as it
can be, is essential. Without it, we will never become the people God calls us
to be—and we might just drive away the very ones He has called us to reach.
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