Don’t accuse anyone without reason, when
they haven’t harmed you~ Proverbs 3:30 CEB
Recently, I did something foolish. It wasn’t
the first or most foolish thing I’ve ever done, but it was a biggie. My folly
ruined a perfectly good morning and could have ended a treasured relationship.
It all started out innocently enough. I
was spending a Saturday morning with a small group that included a few close
friends as well as some causal acquaintances.
I sat relaxing in the Arizona sunshine enjoying
a lovely cup of coffee, and as I listened quietly to the conversation, someone
whom I consider to be a close friend expounded on a personal pet peeve of hers.
Because her pet peeve is something I do on occasion I immediately assumed that
she was attempting to send me a message. The coffee suddenly tasted like mud
and my thoughts turned ugly. My less-than-Christlike musings went something
like this:
Are you kidding me?
If she wanted to talk to me
about that she should have just done it!
She’s judging me!
In front of people I barely
know!
Has this woman ever actually
read Matthew 7:1?
Thankfully I had just enough good sense
and social decency to keep my big mouth shut until I had time to process my
feelings. It wasn’t until the next week when I talked it all out with my friend
(who had no idea she had hurt me) that I realized what I had done.
I had presumed judgment.
We presume judgment when we choose to
believe that we know how someone
feels about our current behavior or past choices. Assuming judgment can easily morph into paranoia
and distrust because we nearly always assume that people are judging us
harshly.
As I was processing my foolishness, it
occurred to me that planting seeds of presumptive judgment is one of Satan’s
most cunning tactics. The body of Christ is adversely affected by presumptive
judgment in at least four ways.
Presumed Judgment is divisive~ 1st
Corinthians 12:25-26
Presuming judgment without evidence is one of
the most divisive behaviors that can occur within the body of Christ. When we
assume that a Christian brother or sister is judging us we tend to withdraw
from relationships—not just with that Christian but also from any Christian who
we fear might feel the same way. Our self-imposed isolation creates the perfect
environment for bitterness and other forms of dysfunction to take root and
wreck havoc on our lives and the lives of those we love.
Presumed judgment produces pockets of
dysfunction within the body of Christ~ Proverbs 13:20
I have observed that individuals who feel
judged by others tend to gravitate almost exclusively towards folks who
struggle with the exact same junk they struggle with. When unhealthy people
clump together, the chances of anyone in the clump getting healthy are marginal
at best. There is nothing wrong with having a friend who can relate to our past
experiences but too many of this type of friend can become a crutch that
prevents growth. It is impossible to learn new patterns from people who are
stuck in the same ones we are stuck in. In order to grow past unhealthy
patterns of thinking and behavior, we must cultivate meaningful friendships
with people who are different from us.
Presumed judgment gives the devil a
foothold~ Ephesians 4:26-27, Proverbs 19:11, 1st Samuel 16:7
Presumed judgment is a sin. It’s sinful
because when we presume judgment, we are placing ourselves in the position of
God and smugly assuming that we know things about other people’s hearts that
only He could possibly know. As with most sins, presumed judgment has the
potential to lead us down a path of greater and greater disobedience. When we
are hurt we tend to share our hurt with others, which is gossip. Gossip leads
to division and division leads inevitably to anger, bitterness and separation. As
we isolate ourselves, our hearts grow hard towards God and people. When that
happens the devil has scored a major victory.
Presumed judgment prevents us from looking
inward~ 2nd Corinthians 13:5
One of the lessons I learned from my recent
experience is that my sense I was being judged had everything to do with me and
very little to do with my friend being judgmental. I was using presumed
judgment as a handy excuse to avoid looking inward at my own junk. The belief
that we are being judged is oftentimes a sign that we need to do some
self-examination. It may be that God has
forgiven us for something but we have failed to forgive ourselves, or we have
asked for forgiveness for sin yet failed to repent. Sometimes the sense we are
being judged is more about our own uncertainty or guilt regarding choices or
lifestyle. Intense sensitivity to the judgment of others is a strong indicator
that we have some emotional or spiritual work to do.
There
are judgmental people in this world, but their numbers are probably far smaller
than we believe. When we are judged unfairly (and we will be sometimes) it’s
vital to remember that the judgment of man is irrelevant; it’s God we should be
worrying about. God has made clear in His Word that nothing that happens on
planet earth goes unnoticed; those who judge unjustly will give an account to
Him for their actions (Hebrews 4:13).
Presumed judgment steals our joy, destroys
relationships, and divides the body of Christ. Because presuming judgment is so
detrimental to our spiritual wellbeing, we must end the insanity. We do that by
giving people the benefit of the doubt, looking for the good in others, discussing
our perceptions rationally when we feel someone is treating us unfairly and
praying fervently for the people who judge others unfairly.
Finally, brothers and
sisters, whatever is true, whatever is noble, whatever is right, whatever is
pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is admirable—if anything is excellent or
praiseworthy—think about such things~ Philippians 4:8 NIV
I thought "asking for forgiveness" and "repenting" were the same thing?
ReplyDeleteAsking for forgiveness and repenting are sometimes the same thing but not always. Repentance is turning away from sin, it's stopping the wrong activity completely. Sometimes people (me included) will ask God to forgive but fail to turn away from the sin. A guilty conscience is the result.
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