One issue nearly every blogger I
know struggles with is transparency, or how much personal information to share
with their readers. Everyone agrees that some personal sharing is clearly a
healthy thing. Sharing allows readers to really know the writer and reminds
both the reader the writer that life is a journey that none of us have
completely figured out.
Conversely, bloggers should avoid
the temptation to turn their page into a personal confessional. Assaulting an
unsuspecting stranger with awkward private junk is more than just harmless
over-sharing; it borders on emotional abuse. Knowing too many personal details
about a person you have “met” only in cyberspace can leave a reader feeling stunned
and uncertain about what do with the information given. It’s a little like
seeing your Grandmother in her underwear. No matter how innocent the
circumstances, it can be difficult to shake the sense that you have somehow
done something very wrong.
I struggled mightily to balance
all this as I debated where to go with today’s post. My angst has been
complicated by my (undeniably prideful) desire to look like I have it all
together even when I quite clearly don’t have a clue. The truth is that I am
currently in a place where nearly everything in life feels ambiguous and I have
more questions than answers about more issues than I care to discuss. Even after
doing all the Christianly things I know to do (Bible reading, fasting, prayer,
etc.) I still have no tangible answers.
All that to say that I am not
approaching today’s topic as an expert who has everything all figured out. Rather
as one who is on a journey of discovery. I am learning that finding peace in the midst
of the chaos of not knowing what to do next, by:
Admitting I don’t know
There is something incredibly freeing about
admitting to God and everyone else that I don’t know what to do next. Owning my
cluelessness has allowed me to be open to possibilities that I would normally
never consider. And I am beginning to suspect that God likes it when we come to
a place where we have no other option than to trust in Him, rather than our own
understanding and worldly wisdom (Proverbs 3:5-6).
Taking time everyday to be still
Not knowing what to do about a valid
problem is a nerve-wracking situation. When our nerves are wracked, the
inclination is to run headlong into activity. Busy is not a bad thing, but
frenzied, chaotic activity just leads to anxiety and a decreased capacity to
problem solve. The answer is to get alone with God every day, fill your mind
with promises from Scripture and meditate on God’s goodness (Psalm 46:10). It
feels counterintuitive to be still when life is uncertain. But stillness
recharges our batteries and empowers us to deal with the stuff we don’t
understand and increases our ability to see our problems from God’s perspective.
Tackling the obvious
Not knowing what to do about a
particular situation does not mean we should sit back and do nothing about
everything. Make a plan and then prayerfully tackle the obvious stuff that you
can do something about. If you are concerned about future job security or
finances cut back on spending and polish up your resume, or take on a second
job. If it’s your kids or your marriage that have you flummoxed, read a book or
take a class and improve your skills. Choosing to be proactive will not provide
magic solutions for every problem, but it will help you stay positive and it
may prevent new problems from cropping up.
Keep on keeping on
1st Corinthians 13:12
tells us that every Christian will experience times when direction is unclear.
It’s just another one of the trials Christians are promised in 1st
Thessalonians 3:3. The good news is that these periods of uncertainty can
become the very thing that makes us stronger, wiser, and better able to
minister to others. The key to becoming better, not bitter, in the face of a
trial is to cling tenaciously to the belief that God is good and that He has
your best interests at heart. Especially when circumstances are saying
something entirely different.
I have not enjoyed this period of
uncertainty. I’m a bit of a control freak and like at least looking like I have
all the answers. But even I have to admit that this period of my life has been instructive.
Through it all I am slowly learning that faith is not about having all the answers.
Faith is the journey of discovering, learning to trust and understand the one
who does.
Turn
your ear to me, come quickly to my rescue; be my rock of refuge, a strong
fortress to save me. Since you are my rock and my fortress, for the sake of
your name lead and guide me~ Psalm 31:2-3
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